Sam Rush
TO SAVE THEM BOTH
I learned to run a chainsaw with seven
men I’d seen feel
the undersides of leaves
behold & whisper poplar at the light
that shakes silver
then green in the breeze
taught me to watch the sky throw mare’s
tails or lenticular dishes across itself
& foresee weeping with all that thunder
and find safety inside
walls we’d asked from trunks
that cradle our undersides
& whisper small
the crab apple outside the office
fell to men who spent
their days inside it
engine teeth & this power
new in their hands april budding
limbs spread across the parking lot
another mess for someone else
to clean up someone whose time
is worth less paper
the office now sharp
against the sky a grey hollow
as if the tree once hid the way
the building refused to flower
as if it bloomed soft & pink
to save them both
Sam Rush (they/them) works in trail construction, habitat restoration, and conservation education. In the off season they write poems and dream about long days in the dirt and the sunshine. Their first collection of poems, Swallow was published in winter of 2020 on Sibling Rivalry Press, just in time for the snow day reading.